Sunday, September 27, 2009

Inner Beauty

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful baby girl. She was born with gorgeous eyes, dark hair, and the most beautiful white skin.


But this beautiful girl was born with a flaw.


This flaw would have to be repaired. So, her parents reluctantly placed their sweet daughter into the hands of another who was more skilled than they, to repair this injustice.


They cared for her the best that they knew how.
Despite her differences, she grew into a happy, healthy, and intelligent little girl, without a hint of self consciousness.




Several years passed in peace. Before long, her strength would be tested again. This time, her perfect little feet were in need of repair.




So again, her parents placed their sweet daughter into the arms of another.



Again, she came through with amazing strength of character.




Then, the day her parents had been dreading since her birth arrived at last. The day that her peers would take it upon themselves to tell their little princess that she wasn't perfect after all. She would look into the mirror and finally see that she was different than the rest. That is when her parents would tell her that she was special, and that she was strong, and that her physical body would be perfect one day. In the meantime, she must learn of inner beauty, and that is the most beautiful of all.




I love this picture of Rachel because it is her genuine smile. She is an amazing little girl. Her short life has been filled with both trials and immense blessings! As she goes to school, she is feeling for the first time that she is different. It hurts me to see her feel different, but I know that her many experiences will make her stronger. If there is anything that I have learned from her, it is just how blessed I am and how much I am loved by my Father in Heaven. What a blessing she has been in my life!! I love you Rachel. You are perfect to me!



14 comments:

  1. My heart hurts for you! It's a good thing that you are such a good, strong Mommma! Rachel is so beautiful. You are truly blessed.

    Thanks for sharing such a personal and beautiful post. Love you.

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  2. Tell Rachel this from Hyrum...
    Mom, that girl is sooooo beautiful. When I grow up if I want a wife I will marry her. :) Sorry that kids are being mean to her. We think she looks great and has been able to come so far!

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  3. That is so sad!!! She is the most beautiful little girl. I dont know what anyone could find wrong or different about her!!! She is perfect!!

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  4. poor little rachel. that is really one of the hardest things to see as a parent. kids can be so mean. I'm sorry that she is going through this. extra kisses always do wonders here...

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  5. you should tell her to tell the kids that she is prettier than they are so nanner nanner:) .... cause it's true. She is one of the prettiest little things I have ever seen. She is going to be a complete heartbreaker. I can feel how that would be so difficult as amother. But for real, that little thing is seriously beautiful and is an inspiration to all of us. love ya.

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  6. I agree with Heidi. I think she is prettier than most kids and they are jealous. She is also more poised and eloquent than most kids her age - not to mention how gifted she is artisitically. They have to find something to bring here down - that is how some kids "build themselves up." Tell her to keep her chin up and be proud that on top of all her gifts, she is nicer than they are too!

    PS - I was reading your blog bawling my eyes out. My kids are so precious to me - any kid who wants to make them feel otherwise is gonna have one mean momma to deal with! So glad with all Rachel has to deal with, she was blessed with an amazing mother with a tremendous love for her :)

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  7. That tugs at my heart strings!:( Kids are so cruel! She is beautiful...She will grow up with a kinder heart than most and I am glad you are such an incredible mom! :)

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  8. I am resisting the protective aunt urge to come beat some kids brains in!! She is so amazing, one of the most socially smart and tactful kids I have ever known, I'm sure she'll find a "Rachel" way to process and deal with this and will come through on the other side of it with flying colors. In the mean time let that creative stuff come spilling out of her :-) She is one of the most amazing people I have ever had the pleasure to know, that is a direct reflection of the parents she has. I love you sister!

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  9. This was such an amazing story Niki. You know when men role through these blogs (wait...do men role through blogs?) I think we have a tendency to overlook the "stories" associated with the photos (then again maybe it's just me) but my wife sat me down and had me read this particular post and it brought me to tears and I was very grateful to get some insight into you and your family's world. It's been far too long since we've chatted...but I just wanted to thank you for the truth and beauty you shed and for sharing the life, trials, and triumphs of your amazing daughter. We love you cuz. paul

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  10. I want to add my support with that of all these others. She is beautiful! In EVERY way! She really is. What an amazing little girl. Sadly, part of life is learning to fight through what we hear from others, and know that the One who matters most loves us unconditionally. And she will learn to love others even if they are mean. She'll be blessed so much for it. So will you. We love you guys.

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  11. Oh you have me bawling! It's the hardest thing as a parent to see your child hurt. I'm dreading the day when Emma will experience "reality". Rachel is SUCH a beautiful girl, not just her smile and gorgeous hair but because from the stories I have heard of her, she cares so much for others. It's so wonderful that we have gospel in our lives not just for simple trials in life, but to remind us why we are here and who truly loves us and that we are special daughters and sons of our Heavenly Father!

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  12. This post made me cry. The aches of being mommy. Her hurt... your pain. I love your little Rachel. She IS so beautiful!!! And Heidi is right!! Naner naner... I love it!

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  13. What a sweet post. I think she is an adorable little girl. I don't think you find cuter.

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