Feelings - Post Election

 

I'm feeling very unsettled today.  It comes in waves of slight anxiety; the increased pounding of my heart in my chest or a sudden need to catch my breath.  My stomach is not so much in knots as it is occupied by butterflies; not the kind born of puppy love, but more the sharp descent of a roller coaster variety.  I do not feel hopeless, I do not see doom and gloom.  I feel vulnerable and unsure.  I feel a need to gather my chickens under my wing.  I may not be able to do much for the world at large, but I can shelter these five. 

I am lucky to have married a man who can calm the storm in me.  He brings me peace.