So I am really bummed out today. I think reality just finally hit me this morning. I have spent the last week and a half trying to process this whole thing with Rachel and I think it finally just hit me square in the face. This is not the reality I want! Ugg!
Hey Niki, I am sure you have thought to get Rachel a blessing, but what about one for you?
ReplyDeleteAlso, we live in Fruitland Idaho (on the Idaho/Oregon border about an hour northwest of Boise) where Kyle runs Orion Home Health.
Hope you get some great doctors. When Hyrum was at Texas Childrens as a baby we loved them & they were so nice and helpful. It seems when kids are sick that everyone tries to help cope with the heartache and make the children as "comfortable" as possible. Good luck and remember through all of the coming weeks to find some time for yourself to stay sane!
Hey Niki, I am sure you have thought to get Rachel a blessing, but what about one for you?
ReplyDeleteAlso, we live in Fruitland Idaho (on the Idaho/Oregon border about an hour northwest of Boise) where Kyle runs Orion Home Health.
Hope you get some great doctors. When Hyrum was at Texas Childrens as a baby we loved them & they were so nice and helpful. It seems when kids are sick that everyone tries to help cope with the heartache and make the children as "comfortable" as possible. Good luck and remember through all of the coming weeks to find some time for yourself to stay sane!
Hi Nicole,
ReplyDeleteJeff and I wanted to be sure you knew that our thoughts and prayers are with you. I can't imagine what a whirlwind of emotions you are feeling, but you definitely have our love, faith and hope that all goes well.
The Gardners (lindsnjeff.blogspot.com)
Hey Nicole, you have been in my thoughts non-stop for the last couple of days! I was thinking back to when I was diagnosed with my tumor...the emotions were such a roller coaster ride! Remember to rely on the Lord and put her well-being in His hands. He will provide the strength that all you need in the coming months! Hang in there! Please let me know if there is anything that we can do. You have a wonderful family...rely on them to help share your burden and give you strength! Being a mom is hard, especially when you are worried about your child! You are in our prayers! Renee
ReplyDeleteHey beautiful! I'm sorry the shock phase is over and now your getting the whamo of it all. I love you so much and I'm thinking of you and your little darling a lot today.
ReplyDeleteI love those pictures you took! You are becoming quite the photographer! What beautiful subjects you have. So I sent you an email... ya I know I emailed!! Hooray. Love you!
It is totally normal to feel so bummed out, and no wonder with all that has gone on (Rachel & the hurricane) and with all that you have ahead of you. You have so much love and support and you are so strong that you will make it through this, but it won't be easy. I can tell by all the comments how much support you have...remember to rely on those and learn to give up control when it is needed. It will make life so much easier and know that others need opportunities to serve you.
ReplyDeleteHey, Halloween birthdays coming up soon! You are just starting the process of forever holiday birthdays! Good luck!
I can only imagine how you must be feeling. I have not been able to get you and your family off my mind, I am praying my guts out for you guys! The one thing that I keep coming back to and the thing that keeps bringing me peace about your situation is that I know you, and you are one strong, amazing person! You can do this and get through it and you have all the tools to do so. I have faith in you and Rach and I know everything is going to be ok! I love you girl...hang in there.
ReplyDeletep.s. call me any time!