I don't think I will ever get things put away! I forced myself to sit down tonight and do something besides organize and unpack. My neck and back are in knots! I need to go to the chiropractor and then get a massage. I'm not adjustiing to the move very well. I don't know how many of you struggle with anxiety but I have had anxiety attacks frequently! I don't know what to do about them but ignore that they are happening! Anyway, I drove down the street and turned the corner to my old house and started bawling today! I was picking up some mail. When I turned the corner I just wanted to go home so bad! I think it would have been better if I actually wanted to move or had even thought about it for more than two weeks. The whole thing happened so fast and BAM we are in a new house and new schools and a new ward and I don't even know how it happened! James has been so great to hang things up and put things together to help it feel like home but it isn't working! I am being such a baby about this whole thing. I didn't realize how attatched I was to our first home. We were there 4 1/2 years and I had two babies there etc. etc. Oh well, I'm sure I will get over it! Hope all is well with "all ya'all!" Texas is seeping in, what can I say??
I know the feeling, as you know from us talking about it today. Moving is such a pain in the neck... literally. I hope that things will be less stressful for you and that you will come to love your new home with time.
ReplyDeleteNikki-you are your fam have been in our prayers these past couple weeks. Change is always tough...but I bet you'll start to see a light at the end of the tunnel. You have such great kids and you and James are both such great people-Memorial is lucky to have you.
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